AUGUST

August = Attitude

outgoing personality. feeds on attention. takes risks. self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. likes talking and singing. very revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. daydreamer. easily distracted. loves music. hates not being trusted. big imagination. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. loves to be loved. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

wish.me.luck

Hello everyone, I'm browsing over a lot of pages and thinking why don't I write something here? just to give a little update for those who want to know :p
I'm about to start being a part of another war tomorrow! wish me luck, for tomorrow, and for the 4 years later.

time for my ego to talk

I don’t know why, I do still believe, there should be a way.

I wish everything would be easier.

or at least I wish I were stronger.

unintentionally found this

Carrie: “Your girl is lovely, Hubbell.”
Mr. Big: “I don’t get it.”
Carrie: “And you never did.”

- Sex & The City

*crossing fingers*

Yellow was my big dream.Y’all know that. I don’t mean to be ungrateful, I haven’t even started any class yet, it’s still WOW actually. I’m just makin’…another life plan.

I'll reach New York someday.

ok, 638 miles may be too far. but it ain’t feel much different.

Pressure.

10 pm here. Guess what, I should’ve been sleeping actually. I’ve just got an admirable package of bad fever, and homesick, yeah, as always. I’ve been so busy with the whole activities, and I still have a trouble with the adaptation. Good friends are everywhere, best friends are so uneasy to be found. Or is this the time? To be so individualist and be more introvert? I’m not that type, oh well, I need a ‘click’, and I miss mine. This is not what I used to be, getting knocked down so easily.

Happy birthday, yein :)

made by: Icul! :)

sweet bday card from Rya :)

sweet box and the sweet things inside, a backpack, a webcam, a headset and also the microphone, a pair of flat shoes, and a tamagochi!

I love y’all guys :)

I’m sweetly18th yo now, no longer a kid :)

Life starts changing.

I’ve moved to Depok. And I’m facing something which is called adaptation. New life, new friends, new world…I hope it’s really the best time for them to come. I wish I were stronger, I’ve just been here for 3 days with all the activities and energy, and I’ve felt so tired already. Cemble banget mentalnya!!

Know what, first days aren’t easy. I do almost everything all by myself. Trying to get more and more friends, keep telling myself that I gotta be strong. Man, it’s just the beginning. I’ve told myself from the very first time, ‘I may be so much fine here, living a life that I’ve been waiting for quite a long time. But remember, when the pressure comes, I’ll come home and no one will greet me, sit next to me and ask how tiring my day has been. That will be the time when I start missing my home and my family to be around.’ I’m not that type who cries easily, and I’m not that far from home, but it’s quite hard not to cry every time my mom calls and says goodnight. And I love you too, Mom, I wish you were here.

So, I’ve got specialities on August this year, hectic days. They are impatiently waiting to be hit and I got no time left to play around. Pray for me guys!

p.s: I’m turning 18 on this Friday! and just like the other years who have gone by, I’m still sure that days get harder til the day you turn older. It’s like a pre-test, I think. Gifts are waited anyway ;)

God bless you all! Don’t give up, He’ll always strengthen you, He knows the way :)