Leaving everything behind, or being left behind?

Growing up is not easy at all.
I have met those pointless days, those disoriented feelings, those questions, those regrets, like all you want to do is clicking 'undo' on everything and getting back to the very start. Fixing things you know you should have not done.
I know I have been a total mess. I annoy people, even the people I love. But I personally think that this might be another big step we should take in our life. To leave everything behind and be a better one instead.
Oh, and the most special thing I would like to say to you is.
Don't lose someone who stays with you while you're growing up.


While everyone starts to write, or even improve his/her writing skill,
I surprisingly stop writing.