Whoa.
God creates lucky people.
This one is extremely hot, haha.
26.7.09
If You're Not The One
If you're not the one, then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one, then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine, then why does your heart return my call?
If you you are not mine, would I have the strength to stand at all?
I never know what the future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?
If I don't need you, then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you, then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me, then why does this distance name my life?
If you're not for me, then why do I dream of you as my wife?
I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through and I hope
You are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray that you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?
'Cause I miss your body and soul so strong
That it takes my breath away
And I breath you into my heart
And I pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
And though my heart is by your side
I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you, then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there anyway that I can stay in your arms?
Replica?
Cool.
Smile.
Eyes.
Chin.
Sit down,
Whether stand up.
Skinny.
Laugh.
Sweaters.
Schoolbag.
Aroma.
Walk.
Freak.
Dark.
Haircut.
Hmm, almost of all are in the same way.
Bet me, you'll say it on the first look.
Smile.
Eyes.
Chin.
Sit down,
Whether stand up.
Skinny.
Laugh.
Sweaters.
Schoolbag.
Aroma.
Walk.
Freak.
Dark.
Haircut.
Hmm, almost of all are in the same way.
Bet me, you'll say it on the first look.
12.7.09
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Last day for holiday.
Postingan gue kali ini akan berbentuk curcol tanpa ada maksud apa-apa, intermezzo doang. Nggak bermaksud menyinggung siapapun, jadi jgn mikir yang aneh-aneh.
Besok udah masuk sekolah lagi nih gue. Kelas 3. Senior. Ujian. Cari universitas. Ah mati aja!
Nggak tau ya, gue rasanya males banget balik ke sekolah. Malesnya itu males bener-bener males, males yang......... parah deh. I'm still wondering why I have to have my senior year there, just like that. I used to love my senior year loh, so much malah. Padahal ini tahun terakhir gue pake seragam dan taun depan gue udah kuliah (amin), harusnya kan gue excited dan semacamnya tapi ini enggak. Buat kuliah iya, buat persiapannya.... Rasanya pengen cepet-cepet langsung kuliah aja tanpa embel apa-apa. But to get the results we have to do the efforts first, ya kan? Yah ini dia salah satunya, masih ngerasa nggak siap buat usaha keras. Nggak main-main loh masalahnya, ini nentuin masa depan. Terus kenapa? Karena gue belom puas ngerasain yang kata orang 'high school never ends' itu. Have you really got that? Sirik deh gue haha. Mungkin lebih tepatnya kecewa kali ya, waktu gue tau gue bisa masuk sekolah ini gue bangga banget, gue udah ngebayangin gimana serunya masa sma yang gue denger dari orang-orang, dan gue berharap banyak banget sama sekolah gue ini. Tapi ternyata... I just got a little. Sisanya?
Dari gue kelas 1, kayaknya gue ngerasa sekolah gue sendiri nggak ngasih semangat juga gitu, aura yang ada cuma aura persaingan doang, cacu gitu deh. Saingan sih oke, hidup memang untuk bersaing tapi kalo nggak ada aura saling support sama sekali? Gue nggak suka.... bukan gue takut tantangan, tapi rasain sendiri deh. Dulu, pas angkatan gue masih kelas 1, kita udah kebeban sama ujian kakak kelas 3, dengan berbagai blablabla dari guru-guru. Gimana nggak stres sendiri? Dua tahun gue nggak terlalu berasa. I've said once, even your best friends could be your rivals. Gue nggak bilang gue ngalamin gitu, enggaklah. Tapi itu emang sangat mungkin terjadi kalo situasi kayak gini haha, gue harap di antara gue sama temen-temen gue sih nggak kejadian, I trust my bestfriends just like I trust myself, so... gitulah. Dulu gue bimbang milih antara dua pintu dan gue ngerasa pintu yang gue pilih salah, yah mudah-mudahan aja pikiran gue nggak bener. I have told myself for hundred times, this is one of God's plans for me. He has already known what I will be in my future, He created it dan gue mesti percaya yang dia tentuin, pasti yang terbaik buat gue, iya kan?
So I'm stopping my negative thoughts, kapan gue mau maju kalo mikir negatifnya mulu. Semoga aja first impression gue salah besar, amin banget! Mungkin sebenernya gue cuma nggak siap, dan keburu takut duluan. I feel like I'm on the lower side of life, and I'm stuck here. I need big supports and friendly punches... but no one does.
Hmmph postingan gue nggak jelas ya, acak adul dan blablabla gue nggak tau deh banyak yang mau gue tumpahin tapi gue nggak tau gmn nyusunnya. Terlalu banyak uneg-unegnya. Haaa, let's see aja deh, pray the best for me yaaaa guys! hehe ♥ you all
Postingan gue kali ini akan berbentuk curcol tanpa ada maksud apa-apa, intermezzo doang. Nggak bermaksud menyinggung siapapun, jadi jgn mikir yang aneh-aneh.
Besok udah masuk sekolah lagi nih gue. Kelas 3. Senior. Ujian. Cari universitas. Ah mati aja!
Nggak tau ya, gue rasanya males banget balik ke sekolah. Malesnya itu males bener-bener males, males yang......... parah deh. I'm still wondering why I have to have my senior year there, just like that. I used to love my senior year loh, so much malah. Padahal ini tahun terakhir gue pake seragam dan taun depan gue udah kuliah (amin), harusnya kan gue excited dan semacamnya tapi ini enggak. Buat kuliah iya, buat persiapannya.... Rasanya pengen cepet-cepet langsung kuliah aja tanpa embel apa-apa. But to get the results we have to do the efforts first, ya kan? Yah ini dia salah satunya, masih ngerasa nggak siap buat usaha keras. Nggak main-main loh masalahnya, ini nentuin masa depan. Terus kenapa? Karena gue belom puas ngerasain yang kata orang 'high school never ends' itu. Have you really got that? Sirik deh gue haha. Mungkin lebih tepatnya kecewa kali ya, waktu gue tau gue bisa masuk sekolah ini gue bangga banget, gue udah ngebayangin gimana serunya masa sma yang gue denger dari orang-orang, dan gue berharap banyak banget sama sekolah gue ini. Tapi ternyata... I just got a little. Sisanya?
Dari gue kelas 1, kayaknya gue ngerasa sekolah gue sendiri nggak ngasih semangat juga gitu, aura yang ada cuma aura persaingan doang, cacu gitu deh. Saingan sih oke, hidup memang untuk bersaing tapi kalo nggak ada aura saling support sama sekali? Gue nggak suka.... bukan gue takut tantangan, tapi rasain sendiri deh. Dulu, pas angkatan gue masih kelas 1, kita udah kebeban sama ujian kakak kelas 3, dengan berbagai blablabla dari guru-guru. Gimana nggak stres sendiri? Dua tahun gue nggak terlalu berasa. I've said once, even your best friends could be your rivals. Gue nggak bilang gue ngalamin gitu, enggaklah. Tapi itu emang sangat mungkin terjadi kalo situasi kayak gini haha, gue harap di antara gue sama temen-temen gue sih nggak kejadian, I trust my bestfriends just like I trust myself, so... gitulah. Dulu gue bimbang milih antara dua pintu dan gue ngerasa pintu yang gue pilih salah, yah mudah-mudahan aja pikiran gue nggak bener. I have told myself for hundred times, this is one of God's plans for me. He has already known what I will be in my future, He created it dan gue mesti percaya yang dia tentuin, pasti yang terbaik buat gue, iya kan?
So I'm stopping my negative thoughts, kapan gue mau maju kalo mikir negatifnya mulu. Semoga aja first impression gue salah besar, amin banget! Mungkin sebenernya gue cuma nggak siap, dan keburu takut duluan. I feel like I'm on the lower side of life, and I'm stuck here. I need big supports and friendly punches... but no one does.
Hmmph postingan gue nggak jelas ya, acak adul dan blablabla gue nggak tau deh banyak yang mau gue tumpahin tapi gue nggak tau gmn nyusunnya. Terlalu banyak uneg-unegnya. Haaa, let's see aja deh, pray the best for me yaaaa guys! hehe ♥ you all
11.7.09
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