Again and again, insomnia's attack

Almost 4am here.
What am I? A vampire?
Or maybe zombie fits me more. Vampires, they are beautiful.
while I'm totally messed up hahah
I should stop living this unhealthy life, or I'll die tomorrow.
Okay that's too much but oh please it's driving me insane,
I'm staying awake while the only thing I need is a bedrest. Now.

Oh man, just like usual, it's always too late to say goodnight to you all.
So, good morning,
I'm hitting my bed.

So, I ain't telling you any lie

It may be too soon to call it love,
but even Jack and Rose in 'Titanic' movie only needed 3 days
to know they were deadly in love.


When today doesn't work well, tomorrow is the only hope.

I need to meet you.

So here it comes the goodbye. See you, Emperor...

"Highschool never ends."

Bukan begitu?
And so, masa SMA gue udah selesai. Highschool is really over. Selasa, 25 Mei 2010, bertempatan di Balai Sudirman, diadakan acara wisuda Emperor SMAN 81 2010.
It was so funny seeing my whole friends in kebaya and black suitcase. Cantik cantik, dan ganteng ganteng. So thumbs up, looked as if everyone prepared the best for the last day.

Sepanjang jalan yang bener-bener padat merayap, bersama ayah ibu, I promised myself something. 'This is the last day before entering a new life, and I may not be sad. This is the last day, I'll have fun with all of them. This is the last day, I won't let any tears drop that easy and destroy my make ups. This is the last day, I'll use it well.'
Just letting you know, I've never been good at goodbyes, no matter how good it was.

Acaranya lumayan. Nggak ngaret, itu yang terutama. Yang pasti banyak sambutan, yah skip lah. Yang bener-bener ngena di gue cuma sambutan dari Pak Tulus sm Rifqi & Oci. Selama acara, beberapa kali ditayangin foto-foto Emperor dari jaman kelas 1 masih MOS sampe kelas 3 saat-saat terakhir. Sedih? Iya, pastilah. Tapi hari kemaren terlalu berharga buat dijadiin ajang sedih-sedihan.

karna hari ini yang kan kita rindukan
di hari nanti,
sebuah kisah klasik untuk masa depan.
(Sheila on 7)

3 tahun gue di 81, jujur aja gue emang nggak ngerasa seindah pas gue di Tarpat, pas gue SMP. But however, these people has fulfilled my high school memories. Jadi, bukan berarti masa SMA gue nggak indah. Gue baru sadar kemaren, I've wasted so much time. Gue nggak banyak ambil andil buat SMA gue, buat temen-temen gue, buat angkatan gue. Gue lebih sering nggak niat sekolah daripada semangat sekolah, lebih sering pengen cepet-cepet pulang daripada tinggal di sekolah, dan sekarang waktunya udah abis. Tapi gue belajar banyak hal, gue nemuin banyak hal, gue dapet temen-temen yang super, dari yang antik sampe paling jutek juga ada. I'm just hoping I was worthwhile for being there.

I love you, Emperor. So proud to be a part of you all. It may be unfair but life really goes on. Bright futures are waiting for each of us, I'm wishing so much good luck for you all..... Thank you for the 3 years memories, I had a lot of good times. Good bye :')


Girls, Best Description

Us girls, we are so magical
Soft skin, red lips, so kissable
Hard to resist, so touchable
Too good to deny it
Ain't no big deal it's innocent

-Katy Perry


Look, and Listen

I'm not good at telling you what I feel in words.
I'm showing you in what I've done to you.
But when I say I love you,
I do really mean it.



It's just like the other nights when I'm stuck on this boring thingy and I get nothing to do.
I'm in the mood of writing but..... I've got no words in my mind. All the things have just come in and out and whatsoever.

I'm getting older and experienced enough in seeing how people live their life.

People change, have you known it?
People change, do they really have to choose it?
Is it even a choice? How if I say that it is really a fate?
People change, so why do we keep on pretending like everything is going well as the time goes by?

And it's all gonna end up, depends on those who stay and those who walk away.
Oh buddy, world goes round. And devils are everywhere.

Well, there's no going back. Keep those things you've held in your hands now, enjoy the atmosphere you've got now.

Calon Mahasiswi UI 2010

Keep praying, God listens up there, and He always knows what the best answer is on His own.
God, thanks a lot. Thanks. A lot. You've done a lot of wonderful things in this life.

Halo, saya Reinata calon mahasiswi FISIP UI Jurusan Ilmu Komunikasi 2010 :)
Terima kasih ya doanya teman-teman, semua berkat campur tangan Tuhan.



Haha, miss me already?

Thank God

Aku sudah lulus.
Udah nggak pake seragam SMA lagi.
Tamat sudah 12 tahun sekolah.
Tahun ini kuliah.
Puji Tuhan dapet satu bangku di Fakultas Ilmu Komunikasi Universitas Padjajaran, Bandung.
Masih nunggu jawaban dari Universitas Indonesia.
Doain ya :)

Happy May 6th, People.

Say it with your biggest smile. Or even laugh, if it's possible.