another letter to summer

Dear summer days,
Everything happens since you walked away. I lost almost everything at the end of your time but so far, everything’s still under control. I want to thank you for being so memorable each day, I love how you let the sun shine above my head or how you let the rain make my sneakers get dirty, I’m sorry if I kept complaining about my wet hair. I feel good, well, not as good as I felt when you were around but overall, I still have the reasons to smile and get crazy everyday. My friends are awesome, they’re super cool. I love how they make me laugh with those stupid jokes, they lift me up when I, again and again, fall into the under ground.

Dear summer days,
Another season has just come. It rains almost everyday, and I’d like to enjoy everyday just like how I enjoyed my time with you. I love having my quality time with some cups of coffee and feel the pouring rain above my rooftops. I’ve become more introvert yet extrovert at the same time. I feel enjoy when I’m alone, it’s such a right time to fly with my own thoughts, guess what, I think about everything. I know flashback is such a painful thing to do, but I love recalling the old memories. Yeah, most of them are ours. At least I know, I ever felt so alive once. Oh summer days, you were so real that I couldn’t help myself to make sure whether I was dreaming or not.

Dear summer days,
I’ve learnt a lot. I’ve never felt this brave before to take another step, to finally know that moving forward is the only choice left. I know now that forgetting won’t work at all, it’s forgiving actually. Sometimes I think you went too early, I did still have some pages to be written and colored but now I see, there’s still so much time with a lot of the other exciting things waiting somewhere I haven’t known.

Dear summer days,
Tom has finally found his Autumn after Summer walked away. You know what, sometimes I wonder if I could get mine too :p I do believe that somehow, someone must be there, someday, somewhere.

Thanks for giving me a lot of good times, see you next year :)

"that won't change a thing."

Hello.
Life has been so.....unpredictable these days. But I feel fine so far, everything is still able to be handled and I can say that I'm pretty single now :) No more stupidly wishing for the shooting stars, that heartache comes sometimes but I'm pretty sure that I'm getting my life back.

"Asking you to be back might has been a wrong choice. In the end, all I know is just, I can't trust you at all."

Those days were so hard, if I may say. I was sadly living in sadness. Passing by the roads I used to go with him months ago, those sappy love songs, those sweet memories, his promises about those awesome days ahead that I had imagined... thank God they didn't kill me. I was too fragile to let go, too in love to let go. I just couldn't believe that it really happened on me. Gah, now I'm blabbering too much.
But one day I realized, I should forgive first if I want to forget. I kept waiting for something I didn't even know and I should make a movement. I might have made a lot of big mistakes. But I can't go on with someone who's always ready to take any step and let me go.

"Be a good girl, you deserve someone better, so do I."

Probably it wasn't that we weren't meant to be together, I think that we were just not ready for forever. He was like a star that I kept staring at from my window, I kept wishing it would come to me eventho I know it wouldn't. Everything will get better in time, and I'm letting it all flow. Goodbye, that's all I can say.


500 days of summer
Summer: "I woke up one morning and I just knew."
Tom: "Knew what?"
Summer: "What I was never sure of with you."
...

You can be in love and you can be in a relationship. But they're not always the same thing.

time for my ego to talk

I don’t know why, I do still believe, there should be a way.

I wish everything would be easier.

or at least I wish I were stronger.

Happy birthday, yein :)

made by: Icul! :)

sweet bday card from Rya :)

sweet box and the sweet things inside, a backpack, a webcam, a headset and also the microphone, a pair of flat shoes, and a tamagochi!

I love y’all guys :)

I’m sweetly18th yo now, no longer a kid :)

everything’s still on the line

do you remember the nights// we’d stay up just laughing// smiling for hours at anything// remember the nights// we drove around// crazy, in love// do you remember the nights// we made our way dreaming// hoping of being someone big// we were so young then// we were too crazy// in love// when the lights go out// we’ll be safe and sound// we’ll take control of the world// like it’s all we have to hold on to// and we’ll be a dream////

(We The Kings ft Demi Lovato – We’ll Be A Dream)

“I never asked to fall in love. But I accidentally fell for someone who worth everything.” -@Janetdvr

a letter to my summer

Dear summer love,

I know it looks so cheesy but let me say something. I thank you for all the things we’ve done and undone. I can’t hide how love has brought me up and down every single day. Those days I got mad and cried over you, those days I fell deeper and deeper for you. I was no more than a girl who had fallen desperately in love. And yes, I am, still. Silly, eh? It may be too old to let the love get me down stupidly, don’t you think so? I know you do. I spent those days thinking how to get into your unreachable mind, how to make it memorable enough to be saved sweetly and irreplaceably in the box, I was all wrong. I know all we gotta do is only finding how to stay in line, expect nothing and let it all flow. Don’t mind it, as usual. Someday I’ll turn back to this page and read this, bet me, I’ll laugh loudly, over me. I won’t be able to wonder how cheesy and labile I’ve been. And I’ll curse you later. Haha, you don’t need to give any comment about this, I don’t even want to hear it from you, just warn me when forever is going to end. Yea, I love you anyway.

Sincerely, me.

Over and over again

I’m so tired of the way the world works.

They conspire, trying to keep us apart.

The case I'll hardly forget

"I'll be true, I'll be useful, I'll be cavalier, I'll be yours my dear. And I'll belong to you."
(Dashboard Confessional)

Is it just me or time is really flying, not just running?
I'm enjoying every little time of these moments. Love fills, love writes every single word on this page.
I'm trying not to mind those fights, those debates, those bad feelings my heart has got.
Since, I know, someday I won't refuse to pay anything just to go back to these times; letting him holding my hands while we sit quietly in the car, shouting at him every time he pokes me, pinches me, and bites me rudely (well actually the last one is me), singing like two on-fire-rockers and laughing at each other when the radio turns into sappy love songs, staying awake at nights and having those silly night calls (talking like two tweeties and giving up at dawns), whispering stupid jokes while we're catching the movies, sending and receiving those sweet voice notes on bbm, and so on, even having those fights and debates.

you know what, dear werewolf, I'm gonna miss you a lot. and I love you anyway.
HIGH FIVE.

Carelessly in love

Falling in love with the wrong girl is totally bad isn't it? And don't you regret it? But you can't imagine how hurt it is to be the wrong girl who realises that she has fallen in love with the right guy.

You may be ready to be broken. But I'm not.

So, I ain't telling you any lie

It may be too soon to call it love,
but even Jack and Rose in 'Titanic' movie only needed 3 days
to know they were deadly in love.

When today doesn't work well, tomorrow is the only hope.

I need to meet you.

Look, and Listen

I'm not good at telling you what I feel in words.
I'm showing you in what I've done to you.
But when I say I love you,
I do really mean it.