17.2.10

The Girl is Trying to Find A Way Back Into Love

Hey....long time no see.
Been extremely busy with those senior year routines, and I'm getting sick of them. My sleep hours have just been fucked up, I sleep 3 or 4 hours a day and that's all enough. Ha, get crazy? So what am I doing at the whole time? studying? unluckily not as simple as that. Sometimes I do studying, sometimes I.....hang on the phone til the midnights shout out. Yep, desperately I'm in love. suck? yeahhh.

Moving on? Nope.... I just let it flow. I don't even know whether I have already moved on or not, I just let my life goes by as the time walks away. Who is he? Let me describe..... an unpredictable guy which is five years older than me (well he'll kill me if he knows I write it down here), with a zuper-testpack-hearted, kindly nice, and funny. Knows how to make me smile, even angry. A good dreaming-partner, he's totally crazy when making dreams. Been my nightcall almost every night, waking up call almost every morning, but he's missing at days. He's busy with his life at sunny days, well I'm on my way to get used to. He's not a new comer, nope, I think I have written about him here, months ago. The story was totally complicated, but here we are. Making an escape together from the big jail called past, breaking dawn just like Edward and Bella do hahahaha.

I don't know where we are going. I just don't know. For this moment, I just wanna take it all...easy. Still on my way to get the yellow jackets, pray for me! :)

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