"Keep moving forward. I'm not saying you may not look back, no, because you always have to learn something from your mistakes. Try to put it on the second primary thing in your life, find another business. Live your life, smile, don't cry. Then you'll realise, you have put it on the bottom of your list, which is not able to be seen anymore, you don't even have to look after it. You'll totally get over it and live it slowly, you'll be amazed of how cool it is, you're still alive, and happy."
Quoted from a very late night call, months ago.
And you know what,I'm totally satisfied to know I've been great on doing this.
Thank you, and goodbye fever :)
15.4.10
Sleepy Dreamer
School's over and holiday is coming.
First of all, SELAMAT BUAT TEMEN-TEMEN 2010 YANG UDAH KETERIMA ITB UGM DAN UNIVERSITAS LAINNYA YA!!! bangga banget deh sama kalian :) lebay ya? tapi gue beneran seneng. Yang belom atau masih menunggu pengumuman, kita berjuang bersama-sama okay? Dont ever stop praying, God listens up there.
Anyway, I'm entering a new page on my life. One step to the future. Talking about who I want to be, well... I'm not really sure. I have a lot, totally a lot, of dreams. And I'm gonna tell you some :)
1. Career woman
Gue selalu pengen jadi wanita karir, nggak tau kenapa. Pengen aja, kayaknya seru liat wanita muda mandiri yang sukses dalam setelan blazer sepadu dengan sepatu dan tas yang berbeda tiap harinya, sibuk dengan gadgetnya buat janjian meeting sama ini-itu, dan malemnya sibuk hang out sama temen-temen sepermainannya, atau menikmati malam di apartemen minimalis sambil ngeliatin indah nya kota metropolitan, haha mimpi banget nggak sih?
2. Writer
Dari kecil, gue udah suka nulis. Gue inget banget kelas 3 sd gue udah bikin satu bundel cerpen anak-anak gitu karangan gue hahaha, walaupun isinya cerita-cerita cemen, standar banget deh. Yah emang sih nggak gue kembang-kembangin banget, gue juga bukan tipe orang yang bisa nulis dengan topik dan bahasa yang berat, bahkan mungkin tulisan gue terlalu ekspresif jadi terlalu gampang ketebak. That's it, I spill my brainstorms on writing. Dulu sempet nyoba buat novel tapi nggak pernah ada yang selesai, itu dia, bokap-nyokap gue juga bilang kalo gue susah fokus sama satu hal, yang ada ini belom selesai, gue udah ngerjain yang lain. Terlalu cepet bosenan.
3. Musician
Mungkin lebih tepatnya.... singer hahaha. Seriously deh, I do really wanna be a professional singer. Sekitar dua tahun terakhir ini gue lagi belajar lagu-lagu klasik, Italian sih kebanyakan. Gue cinta banget musik, sayangnya gue nggak bisa main musik. Dari kecil gue pengen belajar piano tapi nggak pernah jadi, dan ini jadi target gue taun ini. Udah telat banget ya, baru mau belajar sekarang? Biarin lah, mendingan telat daripada nggak sama sekali. Karena gue berharap, jadi apapun gue nanti, gue masih bisa berkecimpung di dunia musik, at least jadi guru vokal deh. Hehehe..
4. Traveller, Around The World
I do love holidays. I do love packing, seeing a lot of new things I've never seen before, and having new experiences. Gue sukaaaa banget yang namanya jalan-jalan, keluarga gue pun bilang gue kaki panjang banget, nggak betahan di rumah. Gue punya cita-cita pengen keliling dunia, yah nggak usah sekali jalan terus gue keliling dunia, dari yang lingkup kecil aja, keliling Indonesia. Gue pengen ke Kalimantan, ke Aceh, ke Papua, gue pengen liat budaya suku-suku pedalamannya, atau bikin tenda di tengah hutan rimba (nekat).
5. Actress (wtf?)
Gue nggak tau, apa dong yang tepat? Bukan artis kacangan gitu juga maksud gue, gue pengen jadi pemain peran. Di panggung teater musikal, skenario karangan penulis ternama dan musik garapan musisi kelas dunia, hah mimpi benerrr ya gue. Tapi gue selalu mengkhayal kayak begini dari kecil, ada di tengah panggung gedeee kayak di Opera House gitu terus disorot banyak lampu, kadang sendu kadang ramenya ngalahin kembang api, tergantung scene apa yang lagi gue mainin. Being unpredictable everywhere, behind the mask of the character I get. Dengan koreografi dan kostum yang gila-gilaan, teriakan-teriakan hingar-bingar baik di panggung maupun di bangku penonton, itu bener-bener mimpi sempurna gue. Siapa tau dari situ, gue bisa naik tingkat jadi sutradara, atau bahkan kritikus film! Sounds cool.
6. Translator, or Tour Guide
Sebenernya kan mereka beda banget ya? Persamaannya cuma di...bahasa. Yep, I love listening to the accent of each language. Gue pengen belajar banyak bahasa, karena gue tau itu banyak manfaatnya pastinya. Jadi tour guide, waaaaaaaaaah kurang apa coba. Bisa sambil jalan-jalan, dan bisa bawel sesuka hati gue, berhubung gue demen ngomong haha. Gue pengen jadi translator, tapi kayaknya mengingat gue bosenan, gue disuruh ngartiin satu novel tebel bisa muntah-muntah kali ya? Makanya, sekedar keinginan aja. Bahasa Inggris gue aja masih sangat kacau, tadi pagi gue ngebacain blog gue ini terus gue nyadar....gue sotoy dlm vocab dan banyaaaak banget kalimat yg grammatically wrong. Hahaha maaf ya, namanya juga belajar...
7. Good Mom, Lovely Wife :)
Sampai saat ini sih...gue pengen nikah umur 24. Gue seneng ngeliat keluarga muda gitu, yang baru punya anak satu dan masih kecil, dan mereka masih kayak orang pacaran pada umumnya. Atau nggak usah punya anak dulu deh. Seneng-seneng dulu. Yah, nggak tau sih mungkin gue bakal berubah pikiran kalo gue udah ngerasain enaknya hidup bener-bener mandiri, tapi gue suka kalo hidup gue rame, rumah gue rame. Woken up every morning with a morning kiss, making meals and taking kids to school, working on my jobs, going home and cook a dinner while waiting for my husband to be home, joking on the dinner table with the famie, giving the kids goodnight kisses on their bed, having a lovely night talks with my husband, telling him how great my day was, watching some dvds or listening to the music with the beats while it's possible, and having a holiday at weekends. Life...will be great.
Segitu dulu ya, kepanjangan juga. Mimpi gue kebanyakan, untuk saat ini gue pengen banget jadi anak FISIP UI 2010, Jurusan Ilmu Komunikasi. Karena gue rasa, gue bisa ngebuka banyak impian gue dari sini. Doain gue ya, semoga gue dapet yang terbaik dari Tuhan :) God bless you all, keep reading!
First of all, SELAMAT BUAT TEMEN-TEMEN 2010 YANG UDAH KETERIMA ITB UGM DAN UNIVERSITAS LAINNYA YA!!! bangga banget deh sama kalian :) lebay ya? tapi gue beneran seneng. Yang belom atau masih menunggu pengumuman, kita berjuang bersama-sama okay? Dont ever stop praying, God listens up there.
Anyway, I'm entering a new page on my life. One step to the future. Talking about who I want to be, well... I'm not really sure. I have a lot, totally a lot, of dreams. And I'm gonna tell you some :)
1. Career woman
Gue selalu pengen jadi wanita karir, nggak tau kenapa. Pengen aja, kayaknya seru liat wanita muda mandiri yang sukses dalam setelan blazer sepadu dengan sepatu dan tas yang berbeda tiap harinya, sibuk dengan gadgetnya buat janjian meeting sama ini-itu, dan malemnya sibuk hang out sama temen-temen sepermainannya, atau menikmati malam di apartemen minimalis sambil ngeliatin indah nya kota metropolitan, haha mimpi banget nggak sih?
2. Writer
Dari kecil, gue udah suka nulis. Gue inget banget kelas 3 sd gue udah bikin satu bundel cerpen anak-anak gitu karangan gue hahaha, walaupun isinya cerita-cerita cemen, standar banget deh. Yah emang sih nggak gue kembang-kembangin banget, gue juga bukan tipe orang yang bisa nulis dengan topik dan bahasa yang berat, bahkan mungkin tulisan gue terlalu ekspresif jadi terlalu gampang ketebak. That's it, I spill my brainstorms on writing. Dulu sempet nyoba buat novel tapi nggak pernah ada yang selesai, itu dia, bokap-nyokap gue juga bilang kalo gue susah fokus sama satu hal, yang ada ini belom selesai, gue udah ngerjain yang lain. Terlalu cepet bosenan.
3. Musician
Mungkin lebih tepatnya.... singer hahaha. Seriously deh, I do really wanna be a professional singer. Sekitar dua tahun terakhir ini gue lagi belajar lagu-lagu klasik, Italian sih kebanyakan. Gue cinta banget musik, sayangnya gue nggak bisa main musik. Dari kecil gue pengen belajar piano tapi nggak pernah jadi, dan ini jadi target gue taun ini. Udah telat banget ya, baru mau belajar sekarang? Biarin lah, mendingan telat daripada nggak sama sekali. Karena gue berharap, jadi apapun gue nanti, gue masih bisa berkecimpung di dunia musik, at least jadi guru vokal deh. Hehehe..
4. Traveller, Around The World
I do love holidays. I do love packing, seeing a lot of new things I've never seen before, and having new experiences. Gue sukaaaa banget yang namanya jalan-jalan, keluarga gue pun bilang gue kaki panjang banget, nggak betahan di rumah. Gue punya cita-cita pengen keliling dunia, yah nggak usah sekali jalan terus gue keliling dunia, dari yang lingkup kecil aja, keliling Indonesia. Gue pengen ke Kalimantan, ke Aceh, ke Papua, gue pengen liat budaya suku-suku pedalamannya, atau bikin tenda di tengah hutan rimba (nekat).
5. Actress (wtf?)
Gue nggak tau, apa dong yang tepat? Bukan artis kacangan gitu juga maksud gue, gue pengen jadi pemain peran. Di panggung teater musikal, skenario karangan penulis ternama dan musik garapan musisi kelas dunia, hah mimpi benerrr ya gue. Tapi gue selalu mengkhayal kayak begini dari kecil, ada di tengah panggung gedeee kayak di Opera House gitu terus disorot banyak lampu, kadang sendu kadang ramenya ngalahin kembang api, tergantung scene apa yang lagi gue mainin. Being unpredictable everywhere, behind the mask of the character I get. Dengan koreografi dan kostum yang gila-gilaan, teriakan-teriakan hingar-bingar baik di panggung maupun di bangku penonton, itu bener-bener mimpi sempurna gue. Siapa tau dari situ, gue bisa naik tingkat jadi sutradara, atau bahkan kritikus film! Sounds cool.
6. Translator, or Tour Guide
Sebenernya kan mereka beda banget ya? Persamaannya cuma di...bahasa. Yep, I love listening to the accent of each language. Gue pengen belajar banyak bahasa, karena gue tau itu banyak manfaatnya pastinya. Jadi tour guide, waaaaaaaaaah kurang apa coba. Bisa sambil jalan-jalan, dan bisa bawel sesuka hati gue, berhubung gue demen ngomong haha. Gue pengen jadi translator, tapi kayaknya mengingat gue bosenan, gue disuruh ngartiin satu novel tebel bisa muntah-muntah kali ya? Makanya, sekedar keinginan aja. Bahasa Inggris gue aja masih sangat kacau, tadi pagi gue ngebacain blog gue ini terus gue nyadar....gue sotoy dlm vocab dan banyaaaak banget kalimat yg grammatically wrong. Hahaha maaf ya, namanya juga belajar...
7. Good Mom, Lovely Wife :)
Sampai saat ini sih...gue pengen nikah umur 24. Gue seneng ngeliat keluarga muda gitu, yang baru punya anak satu dan masih kecil, dan mereka masih kayak orang pacaran pada umumnya. Atau nggak usah punya anak dulu deh. Seneng-seneng dulu. Yah, nggak tau sih mungkin gue bakal berubah pikiran kalo gue udah ngerasain enaknya hidup bener-bener mandiri, tapi gue suka kalo hidup gue rame, rumah gue rame. Woken up every morning with a morning kiss, making meals and taking kids to school, working on my jobs, going home and cook a dinner while waiting for my husband to be home, joking on the dinner table with the famie, giving the kids goodnight kisses on their bed, having a lovely night talks with my husband, telling him how great my day was, watching some dvds or listening to the music with the beats while it's possible, and having a holiday at weekends. Life...will be great.
Segitu dulu ya, kepanjangan juga. Mimpi gue kebanyakan, untuk saat ini gue pengen banget jadi anak FISIP UI 2010, Jurusan Ilmu Komunikasi. Karena gue rasa, gue bisa ngebuka banyak impian gue dari sini. Doain gue ya, semoga gue dapet yang terbaik dari Tuhan :) God bless you all, keep reading!
13.4.10
I'm All Over It
Hello Innocence
Though it seems like we've been friends for years
I'm finishing
How I wish I had never begun
Though it should be the last one
And it's dragging me down to my knees
Where I'm begging you please
Let me go
Don't you know
I'm all over it now
And I can't say how glad I am about that
I'm all over it now
Cause I worked and I cursed and I tried
And I said I could change and I lied
Well there's something still moves me inside
She's a melody
That I've tried to forget but I can't
It still follows me
When I wake in the dead of the night
And I know that I can't find
That song going round in my head
Like the last things you said
Please don't go
You think I know
I'm all over it now
And I can't say how glad I am about that
I'm all over it now
Cause I worked and I cursed and I cried
And I said I could change but I lied
Well there's something still moves me inside
Though I walked on by
Though I walked on by
Though I walked on by
Though I walked on by
One dark morning
She left without a warning
And took the red-eye back to London town
I'm all over it now
I'm all over it now
I'm all over it now
I'm all over it now
I'm all over it now
And I can't say how glad I am about that
I'm all over it now
Cause I worked and I cursed and I cried
And I said I would change but I lied
Yeah there's something still moves me inside
(Jamie Cullum)
Though it seems like we've been friends for years
I'm finishing
How I wish I had never begun
Though it should be the last one
And it's dragging me down to my knees
Where I'm begging you please
Let me go
Don't you know
I'm all over it now
And I can't say how glad I am about that
I'm all over it now
Cause I worked and I cursed and I tried
And I said I could change and I lied
Well there's something still moves me inside
She's a melody
That I've tried to forget but I can't
It still follows me
When I wake in the dead of the night
And I know that I can't find
That song going round in my head
Like the last things you said
Please don't go
You think I know
I'm all over it now
And I can't say how glad I am about that
I'm all over it now
Cause I worked and I cursed and I cried
And I said I could change but I lied
Well there's something still moves me inside
Though I walked on by
Though I walked on by
Though I walked on by
Though I walked on by
One dark morning
She left without a warning
And took the red-eye back to London town
I'm all over it now
I'm all over it now
I'm all over it now
I'm all over it now
I'm all over it now
And I can't say how glad I am about that
I'm all over it now
Cause I worked and I cursed and I cried
And I said I would change but I lied
Yeah there's something still moves me inside
(Jamie Cullum)
Highschool - One Day Left
Hey, I'm back.
UAN, checked.
Practical Exam, checked.
UAS, one day left.
Yep, tomorrow will be the last time I do highschool thingy.
College life is waiting. Wish me luck, guys.
UAN, checked.
Practical Exam, checked.
UAS, one day left.
Yep, tomorrow will be the last time I do highschool thingy.
College life is waiting. Wish me luck, guys.
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