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>:(

#nowplaying John Mayer - In Your Atmosphere

I'm back and I miss everything. I miss everything I've left behind, I miss everything I can't do anymore. I've been so busy lately and I'm still trying to keep up with my own life. I know it sounds funny, but yeah, here I am.



and... I miss the streetlights. I miss how they guided me home.

I say.

time for my ego to talk

I don’t know why, I do still believe, there should be a way.

I wish everything would be easier.

or at least I wish I were stronger.

*crossing fingers*

Yellow was my big dream.Y’all know that. I don’t mean to be ungrateful, I haven’t even started any class yet, it’s still WOW actually. I’m just makin’…another life plan.

I'll reach New York someday.

It is life. From the eyes of a grown up.

Well I think, everyone has his/her opinion about life. Isn’t it the topic we’ve heard to be mostly talked about? Each day, everyone keeps making more and more theories about life.

I can’t describe how life has been so up and down these days. Okay, one word. Amazing. Yep, amazing. I kept complaining about the bad days I had, and forgot to be thankful when those bad days turned into good days. I got a question left in my head, have I wasted so much time? I was afraid I have.

I thought everything was so unfair. I was so rebellious. I know I’m playful enough as a teen but I don’t really like to be in a game, to be played. And life has played me that easily. Brought me up and down, one day it gave me lots of happiness and sent me a pack of miserable things on the next day. I was totally….labile. I can’t find a better word to explain how bad I was.

But suddenly I realise something. I won’t go on if I keep saving these negative thoughts, and blaming everything on life. I need those positive energies. And they have successfully helped me to see that….Life’s so colourful. And with those colours, we can see that life’s not that simple. Living a life is not as easy as choosing which part of the picture to be coloured in white and which part to be coloured in black. We still have a lot of crayons waiting to be used.

So, it really depends on you, how to face every little thing in your life. If you've decided from the very first minute you wake up that you’ll have a good day today, then you’ll have your good day. No matter how bad actually your day will be, you’ll still get some reasons to be thankful of, you’ve got another thing to be learnt today ;) It’s all about choices.

I try not to regret anything, like being one of those labile people, this is how a teenager lives a life anyway. We get older, but we’re still young. I can say now, I’m not wasting too much time, and so are you. Well, there may be a little time I’ve wasted, like having lots of hibernations and crying over the money I’ve spent uselessly, but isn’t it okay? I’m still growing up every single day, being amazed of every new thing I’ve seen, keeping on asking why instead of saying thanks God, and laziness is still one of the elements of life that I love the most. Haha, just…. let it be, let it be.

p.s: forgive me if you don’t agree with my words above. It’s just my point of view, anyway. And someday, it might change, I’m surely sure about that. Well who knows?

Well, you might not know about this

RT @BestFilmQuotes: "If you make a girl laugh, she likes you, but if you make her cry, she loves you." -Kicking the Dog

Congrats, dude. She loves you.

When today doesn't work well, tomorrow is the only hope.

I need to meet you.

Wink*

Haha, miss me already?

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I forget how to smile. I've just known that heartbroken is killing, how sick but who cares?

for the 1st time, I want the yellow one.

... amen.

In ♥ with Tom Felton

Whoa.
God creates lucky people.
This one is extremely hot, haha.

Gotta Go

don't know why but I got something like spirit just after reading it

Proudly Presents

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Yang dilombakan:

• Futsal
• Basket
• Modern Dance
• Saman Dance
• Rally Photo
• Graffiti (kategori umum)
• CosPlay (kategori umum)

Pendaftaran sudah dibuka, berminatlah dan segeralah mendaftar, ke sekretariat OSIS atau kunjungi blog CAKRAWALA dan hubungi "KONTAK KAMI" di bagian kanan. Technical meeting akan diadakan pada hari Jumat, 13 Juni 2009 di SMAN 81 Jakarta. Mari berlomba-lomba menunjukkan kemampuan kita dan berhenti menjadi penonton setia, rebut total hadiah 26, 5 juta!

Enchanted

loveable movie
loveable soundtrack
loveable fairytale
loveable song lyrics

So Close
Jon Mclaughlin

You're in my arms
And all the world is calm
The music playing on for only two
So close together
And when I'm with you
So close to feeling alive
A life goes by
Romantic dreams will stop
So I bid mine goodbye and never knew
So close was waiting, waiting here with you
And now forever I know
All that I wanted to hold you
So close
So close to reaching that famous happy end
Almost believing this was not pretend
And now you're beside me
and look how far we've come
So far we are so close
How could I face the faceless days
If I should lose you now?
We're so close
to reaching that famous happy end
And almost believing this was not pretend
Let's go on dreaming for we know we are
So close, and still so far

one of the most must-be-listened songs in my playlist, so far ;)

Can't Wait

I don't have much to tell, but my mood goes up these days (fortunately). My exams week has finished, haaa I don't care much about the results, all I want to do is just ho-li-day. And if it's possible, honestly, I want a vacation for this holiday, hu hu guess what I can't even remember when my last vacation was. *sigh*