I say.

"that won't change a thing."

Hello.
Life has been so.....unpredictable these days. But I feel fine so far, everything is still able to be handled and I can say that I'm pretty single now :) No more stupidly wishing for the shooting stars, that heartache comes sometimes but I'm pretty sure that I'm getting my life back.

"Asking you to be back might has been a wrong choice. In the end, all I know is just, I can't trust you at all."

Those days were so hard, if I may say. I was sadly living in sadness. Passing by the roads I used to go with him months ago, those sappy love songs, those sweet memories, his promises about those awesome days ahead that I had imagined... thank God they didn't kill me. I was too fragile to let go, too in love to let go. I just couldn't believe that it really happened on me. Gah, now I'm blabbering too much.
But one day I realized, I should forgive first if I want to forget. I kept waiting for something I didn't even know and I should make a movement. I might have made a lot of big mistakes. But I can't go on with someone who's always ready to take any step and let me go.

"Be a good girl, you deserve someone better, so do I."

Probably it wasn't that we weren't meant to be together, I think that we were just not ready for forever. He was like a star that I kept staring at from my window, I kept wishing it would come to me eventho I know it wouldn't. Everything will get better in time, and I'm letting it all flow. Goodbye, that's all I can say.


500 days of summer
Summer: "I woke up one morning and I just knew."
Tom: "Knew what?"
Summer: "What I was never sure of with you."
...

You can be in love and you can be in a relationship. But they're not always the same thing.

AUGUST

August = Attitude

outgoing personality. feeds on attention. takes risks. self control. kind hearted. self confident. loud and boisterous. likes talking and singing. very revengeful. easy to get along with and talk to. has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. daydreamer. easily distracted. loves music. hates not being trusted. big imagination. hates studying. in need of “that someone”. longs for freedom. rebellious when withheld or restricted. loves to be loved. lives by “no pain no gain” caring. always a suspect. playful. mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious. independent. strong willed. a fighter.

wish.me.luck

Hello everyone, I'm browsing over a lot of pages and thinking why don't I write something here? just to give a little update for those who want to know :p
I'm about to start being a part of another war tomorrow! wish me luck, for tomorrow, and for the 4 years later.

time for my ego to talk

I don’t know why, I do still believe, there should be a way.

I wish everything would be easier.

or at least I wish I were stronger.