a pancake day.

my sister and I made two plates of pancakes for today's lunch. we had instant fried noodle for breakfast so since we ate lunch menu for breakfast already, we decided to ate breakfast menu for lunch. my pancake had cheese as the topping and her pancake had choco-cheese as the toppings. they were simply good.

again, a day off (sigh).

the 6th term has started. today is supposed to be the second day of the new term but here I am, writing a new post in my room. you all know how powerful a period is and today, I am one of the victims. I spent all morning bearing the pain in my stomach. it is getting better now, anyway. (honestly, I am one of those girls who prefer not to use hormonal problems as an excuse for not doing things, but sometimes I just cannot resist the pain that period brings, seriously). so I am already skipping two classes today, breaking the promise I just made on my mind yesterday.

I did not imagine I would have another day off just two days after a month off that I spent by laying on my bed almost everyday. I am such a lazy ass, I know, but the weather these days is just too perfect to stay in bed, using every possibility to do things in my bed (again, picking things as excuses). so, today I finally get bored of not doing anything, and I start to make a list of things I have been craving for, and pick out the top five:

1. eating pancakes. with two scoops of vanilla ice cream.
2. drowning myself in a good book. I have chosen a title actually, it is The Perks of Being A Wallflower. I have seen the movie, and yes, it is good. I am a believer that a good movie usually comes from a good book.
3. I am now imagining myself sitting in a quiet corner of a cafe. and I might need a cup of hot coffee. yes?
4. swimming. oh how I miss swimming.
5. going to a theme park. I want to be on the highest track of the roller-coaster, screaming my lungs out to the sky as if I only have one more day to live.

haha, it is just good to know what you want to do. I am looking forward to do these things soon. hope you all are already doing your own list of things you want to do, have a good day. :)


photos:
1. the place where I spent my day, all day long, beside my bed.
2. a bowl of sweet happiness I enjoyed after my late lunch.
3. a late photo from summer 2012, I got a mint-flavored ice cream in this photo....but still no pancake. :(

there are storms we cannot weather.

behind all those days we shared in silence, or those nights we shared with arguments and even shouts, all I actually, really, want to do is just to have your arms around me all day, everyday, and I, for sure, will not even think twice to hug you back. I guess sometimes we just need some more proves that things are going to find their way to be just fine. Well, in the end, we all are just humans.

just.... b e s t.

We were actually missing Kristia here. It is funny how we realize that it has been 8 years since the first time the four of us made (best)friends. I spent almost everyday of my junior high school years with them, almost every week of my high school years with them (we were separated in different schools), and things changed a lot when we went into college but I am totally happy that we still have the chance (and the love, and the needs) to get some quality time together! :) we really grew up together, it is sweet to know that some things stay, not all the same, but just simply stay.

still trying to feel bright between the gloomy days.

After working almost all year, I guess the sun is taking its break. It is raining almost every day. From what I heard, those national tv stations reported that the weather would get so extreme these days. Well, they are right, I think. Even the umbrellas are no longer useful, floods are everywhere here in Jakarta. Probably it is much better to stay safely at home while it is possible.

My room has been a to-tal mess, my things are on every corner and not at where they should be. I decided to tidy it up, the result was not excellent though... but my work was still satisfying enough. I am welcoming back my comfortable zone!

A new member has come to Sumeisey Family! Baby Joel Joseph Inkiriwang was born on December 24th, right a day before Christmas. The whole family is so excited, since he is the first member of the newest generation on our family. He is really a good baby boy, he sleeps almost all day long. :):)

 

My mom has finally taken the christmas tree and all the ornaments down, and kept them safely inside the boxes. It is pretty sad to realize that the most wonderful time of the year is officially over. Until we meet again, dear Christmas time..

And, by the way, I found some new inspirations, you can see the blog list on the right side of this page. They are actually some happy and creative American moms, happy wives, with their kids or their husbands (one for each, of course), and I really love the way they share their happiness! They are not only good as being mothers but also good at writing and photography. Totally inspiring! I found them on Instagram, anyway.

In conclusion, I spent this holiday (so far) by staying at home. I am not gonna complain (yet), as long as there is something to do :p and I am gonna stop here, so that's all, have a happy-gloomy week, people, cheers.

2013!

It has been 14 days since I left 2012.

And I am on a term-break, anyway. I have ended my 5th term.....mmm, I can say it ended quite well. I did not honestly put much hope as I did when I was on 4th term, I know I did not do my best effort along the 5th term so I decided not to curse any score I got at last. And so here I am, trying to enjoy my break before I get to another war on my next term.

I know that time flies really fast. It feels just like yesterday when I wrote all my thankful posts of being accepted at my college and what it was really like on my first year, and now I am facing my last year (if God says so) before I move to the next step. See? Time does fly reaaaally fast. 

I do not know what 2013 will bring, well, no one knows. A lot of things happened in 2012 but I am still the same person that people have always known though. As much as I know, I will still do the same routines, going to college, studying, rehearsing with the choir I have been in for the last 3 years, procrastinating my works.... I did not intend to make any resolution, from what I learnt, I am not really good at achieving resolutions. So, even if I have to, I will probably say my resolution for this year is to have a lot more fun. For the last few years, I spent a lot of time doing this and that, most of them are the things I love but still, I lost my urge to hang out, to socialize, to have fun..  So this year, I will try to have some more quality time with my family, my friends, my boyfriend... anything fun, just like those times when I was a teen. Well, You Only Live Once, right?

I know we are all praying for a good year. I know it is kind of hard not to regret what we did, what we left, even what we did not do, on the previous year. Looking back to what we left behind is okay, anyway. It is a good way to know we have all changed, hopefully, to be a better one. So....have yourself a joyful year!

xx